Home again, home again, jiggidy jig

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SelfieWell, it’s all over bar the shouting. The memorial service for my beautiful mother was held yesterday. It was a beautiful tribute to an amazing woman. Above is a copy of a selfie she took in 1950 with a box brownie in a mirror. Maybe I’m biased but I think she was beautiful, inside and out. She was well loved and will be sorely missed.

So I flew home this afternoon. The good news is that my cough has settled down. Not completely gone but under control. It has been a very busy time so I don’t think it’s properly hit home yet that my Mum has gone. It’s good to be home but I’ve got a lot on over the next few days so I’m hoping to just get through them with my sanity at least partially intact. The first load of washing is almost finished and the suitcase is ready to be packed again. This weekend I’m excited to be going to our annual RWA writers conference, this year being held in conjunction with the Melbourne Writers Festival.

I’ll also be pitching “Torn” to some publishing professionals so think of me on Saturday and Sunday as I take some big steps to becoming a published author, one way or another. It’s crunch time. The big decision looms: whether I can find a traditional publisher or whether I should self-publish. Watch this space. Exciting things are on the way.

Now, I have a pile of mail waiting for me to give my full attention, a suitcase to repack, some bills to pay, preparation for the conference to finish and a bed that is calling my name. I’m so happy I had started my preparation before my month went to hell in a handbag. Can this month turn out to be the worst and the best of the year? You know it might yet prove to be just that!

Last day in Townsville

Arrire pays de CairnsComing out of my editing cave to say Hi. Today is our last in Townsville. Tomorrow we travel back to the Atherton Tablelands. The next day will be taken up by the Memorial service and I fly home on Wednesday.

It’s strange coming from deep in the editing cave in 1850 back to reality. I appreciate more what they had to do in the days when there were no cars and planes, where a trip to town was an all day event. A journey like the one we will take tomorrow of approximately 330 kilometres over a few hours, in those days would have taken months. Even worse, the flight from Cairns to Brisbane which now takes just over two hours would have been an epic journey of 1680 kilometres or over 1,000 miles – I can’t even think how long that would have taken; it’s still from 22 hours upward to drive on the roads we have now.

I remember the days when any of the roads up from the coastal plains to the Atherton Tablelands (approximately 732 metres or 2,402 feet above sea level) was an adventure. On the Kuranda or Gillies ranges there were so many hairpin bends you would more likely than not to get carsick and the Rex was a gravel road. The others are not too much changed we came down the Palmerston on Wednesday and appreciated it was completely changed.

In the days when I was a child we were grateful for the trees either side of the road because that road was narrow because it was mostly on a ridge with a sheer drop on either side. To add to the danger, a lot of the milk from the tableland dairy country was transported by road to places as far as Townsville where it was processed and bottled. Meeting a milk tanker unexpectedly on a one lane road was more than a little scary, especially when I was the driver with precious passengers aboard. These days you wouldn’t know it was the same road and about the only clue as to the height is at Crawfords lookout.

The Atherton Tableland is a beautiful part of the world with its rainforest, crater lakes and waterfalls. And it was my Mum’s home both as a girl and up to the day she died. One of these days I’ll set one of my “New Horizons” books up there. There were plenty, including Mum’s Finnish and English parents who settled in the area when it was dense rainforest. But that’s a story for another time.

Where Did I Go?

Statua di bronzo caduti per la patria, PisaFirst of all, I apologise for the long silence. I have been ill and when I was still feeling pretty sick I got the news that my mother had suddenly passed away.

Yes, it was not something any of us had expected so we’ve all been in shock. So where did I go? Up the dark tunnel of disbelief and on a plane to my Mum’s home where I’ve been assisting my family to make all those horrible decisions which have to be made at such a time. I’ll be away from home and internet connection again soon but will be home next week after the memorial service.

As you may have gathered, I am from a large family. The good side of coming from a large family is that there are lots of people to love one another. The down side of a large family is that there are so many to lose. This year we’ve lost three loved ones in the space of four months.

Three in the space of four months is bad enough but in Torn, my leading lady loses her entire family and many of her friends in a long painful lingering death from starvation and disease. One top of her own near death from starvation, could you expect any less than that old black dog of depression and grief to bite hard? On top of that, imagine having to move not just from your home and your hometown but your homeland to a land so rough and harsh as early Australia, such a contrast to Ireland.

Yes, I know, she’s a fictional character. However, throughout history and right up to today there have been and still are many real people in similar circumstances. In fact, that is where the ideas for Torn came from, wondering what it would be like. How would I cope? How would you cope? So, yes, a part of me is in Mary. Part of me wonders how strong I would be in that situation. Would I survive with my sanity and sense of humour intact? I hope so.

Saturday Night of a Writer

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Peceful image of open book resting on a arm rest of a couch. Warm fireplace on background.How did I spend my Saturday afternoon/evening? So glad you asked. Last weekend I did a workshop on writing book blurbs with the wonderful writer, Anna Campbell. Read more about Anna by clicking on this link:  Anna Campbell

What is a book blurb you ask? It’s writer speak for the text you see on the back of a book, or the advertisement you read on Amazon before buying it. I wasn’t happy with what I wrote in the workshop so I’ve been playing with it today.

Would you like to read my draft? Would you like to tell me what you think? You would? Well, I’d like to hear your opinion.

Torn
A New Horizons Novel

Famine orphan Mary Ellen’s first challenge was to survive the starvation which took her beloved family. Taken from the docks of the “Harbour of Tears” when she was about to board a “coffin ship”, she has lived in London with a childhood friend for four months, recovering some of her former spirit. Despite her pretence at of being Scottish, she has no intention of ever leaving her beloved homeland, Ireland, ever again.

Despite Liam O’Brien’s deathbed promise to his father at the tender age of nine, he and his English stepfather are fighting a losing battle with their tempers. When war between English and Irish erupts at Ballemore Castle his stepfather helps him decide that Ireland is not big enough for them both.

Forced to risk his horses on a long sea voyage to “The Great South Land”, Liam takes the chance to build a new life on land of his own, responsible only for his men and his horses. Fake Scot Mary and two small boys never figured in his plans for the future.

I’d like to hear your opinion. Would this make you want to read my book?

The Grandfather Clock [100 word story]

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OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA“Hi. Here for the clock? Come through. No, leave your shoes on.”

“Oh she’s a beauty. Family heirloom?”

“My husband’s family. We’re having a family “do” soon. I thought I’d surprise him and have it fixed.”

“What happened?”

“No clue sorry. We realised one day we hadn’t heard it for a while. He wound it on Sunday night as usual but it hasn’t worked since. Here, let me steady it while you…”

“I’ll just slip these little things under and it will move… There that’s it.”

“Clever!”

“Right now let’s have a look… Well no wonder! It stuffed full of….”

Sorry, that’s my 100 word limit. What do you think was in the back of the clock?

 

Thank You Thursday

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Green heart stone WPGratitude is the Memory of the heart. I love that saying. I saw it in a greeting card years ago and have never forgotten it. Don’t you love it?

Today I’m feeling gratitude for many things so I think tonight is time to say thanks to:

1. My main man as always, who cooks so I can do what I do.

2. My critique group, the Moody Muses, Elsa Holland and Elton Kirby who have been very generous recently. I can’t say much more except thank you very much. You have inspired me.

3. My HR Manager at work, Penny, for your support, kindness, and I loved today’s lunch complete with inspirational speaker.

4. My good friend Sylvia. We’ve come a long way together and though I love how our husbands get on so well, I’ve missed you while you were away and I think it must be time for some one on one time. Can’t wait to see you on the weekend.

5. Mary and Cass for your friendship, support and for being my cheer squad. Love each of you.

 

What the… [100 word story]

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Happy lazy dog English Bulldog on a leather armchair sofa

“Muuuuum, Tinker’s done his business in the rumpus room!

“Well, clean it up then.”

“Do I have to? It’s all over my foot.”

“Here Mum, this is for you.”

“And why would I want that? Eeeewww”

“Well, see there, something shiny – I think that’s the ring you lost!”

“Wow thanks. You could have at least cleaned it up for me.”

“Well I would have but…”

“But what?”

“Look closer. There’s a stone missing.”

“Just lovely!”

“No need to be sarcastic Mum. Look I wiped this off my foot and saved it for you. Just in case the stone is there!”

Another 100 Word Story

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“Hi Honey. I wasn’t expecting you to call so late.”

“Mum, do you remember my best friend at school, Josie?”

“Of course. Lovely girl. Beautiful, bright, respectful and kind. Lovely kid.”

“Yes, she was. So lovely that we named our eldest after her, remember.”

“Sure do. Such a shame what happened to her. Joyriding with boys wasn’t she?”

“Yes, a real tragedy.”

“Of course. Our Josie is beautiful, just like your friend.”

“Mum, remember what you always said about history.”

“If you don’t learn the lesson, history repeats itself. Oh no. Don’t tell me. No. Not our beautiful girl.”

“Sorry Mum.”

Word of the Week: Whimsy

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Kids discovering the the healthy sandwich alternative - creative food creatures on plates

Why did I pick this one as my word of the week? Call it a whim. A whimsical whim. So, what is whimsy? Capricious humour or disposition; extravagant, fanciful, or excessively playful expression.

Impulsively quirky. Words which would lighten any mood. It also fits very well with wit doesn’t it!

Sounds pretty good to me. What about you? The world needs a little more whimsy. What can you do today to make yourself and someone else happy? I’d love to hear.

Sing for your life

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roses and music sheetsFootsteps echo on the floor of the stage. She stands, patient, until there’s not a sound in the house. A pregnant pause. The orchestra begins softly. Is it a dream?

Her mouth opens. The unfurling sweetness leaves her audience open-mouthed. Her voice swells, her heart breaks open for all to see. Its beat visible, every heart in the house keeping time.

The ghost of her lover hovers. She melts, knees giving way, sinking to the floor. A warrior strides onto the stage. His white suit, armoured against her pain. He reaches down and raises her upward, voices reach the stars.